Tag: secrets secrete
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Making a choice
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in LiveSome choices are hard to make. This one isn’t. Right now I am tired. Literally: my back has been hurting like an old woman since yesterday and my legs are acting up again. I wonder if it’s stress. Either way, I want tomorrow to be a good day. Thinking of taking a sick leave because my…
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Over alcohol
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in LiveNight out with Jaime and C. Interesting conversations over alcohol. And Jaime is so cute. :)) I’ve always been a bit hesitant to order Tequila Sunrise because of EPIC at Boracay (their drinks are always too strong for me, or not the perfect mix). But I had three at Bahay ni Juan tonight. So. :P C’s confidence…is…
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My world feels good again
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in LiveI’ve been making new friends. I’ve been meeting good people. Better people. Hopefully making better friends. I feel thankful every time I am treated nice by somebody, or when someone listens to me, smiles at me, is just plain good to me. It makes me feel that I won’t have to be so trapped in…
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Some of the things I wish to unlearn
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in LiveI am not proud to have learned to hate people. Hate is an emotion I wish life, circumstances, and decisions never had to trigger. I am not proud of feeling sick at the sight, name, and thought of certain people. I am not happy that a person can drive me to feel disgust because I…
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Letters I wrote but did not send
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in Ponderalways articulated distance, a withdrawal. Darling, there are just as many ways of saying goodbye as there are ways of letting you go. The boat is narrow like the width of my heart after impossible loss, cruel resignation; — an excerpt from “Boats,” by Cyril Wong I. I sent you two letters a year ago.…
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:'( and then this completely broke my heart
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in Live“If I die, will that work? If I die, will I be able to get out of this? If I die…whatever I sell, whomever I love, will be spared and be comforted? Then, they won’t be attacked, and won’t be badmouthed? This way, everything I did that became part of my bad image, can I…
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Being misunderstood hurts too
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in PonderI’ve been watching this Korean drama, The Greatest Love/The Best Love. It’s about a celebrity, Ae Jung, who, ten years after her debut, has had a string of scandals and a lot of bad kind of talk that ruined her reputation. She does her best to stay in the industry and is actually a good…
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in PonderCamille, I had met you for few occassions only, but you had left a good impression to me. How much more ur old friends who have spent more time with u. You deserve kindness. This makes me feel really sad.
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The broken other
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in PonderI read posts at LJsecret because sometimes I read good advice there. That, and there are things that make me think because it’s somehow significant to me in my life right now. This reply is an example: I have that problem. I have some theories as to why, but my therapist had one, also. He…