Year: 2012
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Notes to self
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in LiveJust because nobody publishes compliments about you or your work doesn’t mean you aren’t good too. So stop feeling insecure and instead be thankful for the amazing people you’ve met and look up to. The fact that they talk to you is encouraging enough already. You’re not so bad. :)
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it’s the little fights
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in LiveI don’t know why, but it’s those small moments that create the heavier arguments. In the aftermath, the divide is a little bigger than what I have expected and somehow it feels as if it is my fault for feeling these things too keenly. Why do I take those sad little moments to heart?
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Splurge
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in LiveI am typing this with a bluetooth keyboard and a freaking iPad with a new case that all-in-all I could say I have bought something worth as much as a laptop. I would seriously consider this an investment once I’ve paid off my debts. Borrowed my mom’s credit card so I can pay in installments…
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‘Why We Broke Up’ is inspiring me to do a bunch of things
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in LiveWrite. (my writing style is really simple and mediocre but maybe I have a voice and it’ll get somewhere) Go back to traditional art. I have to prepare at least five artworks for a small exhibit thing next month and if anybody knows me, I’m not really an illustrator like Kasey or Rob or CSJ.…
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Today:
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in LiveI miss C in between minutes of the day: in between tasks at work, moments of boredom, moments of sleepiness. He doesn’t reply to my texts often; he’s in Laguna and busy (or tired) from a shoot. It’s alright (I understand), but the waiting and anxiety drags me down to idleness (can’t focus on a…