Year: 2012

  • friday’s session

    friday’s session

    last friday’s session went pretty well. as well as I could manage because I wasn’t crying all over the place. i think what i’m supposed to be getting from these are just a clearer understanding (somewhat) of what happened to me and how, i suppose, i could explain everyone else’s motives. much of it means…

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  • Creatures of inclination

    Creatures of inclination

    No more freelance work after this. Focus on feeling better. I don’t want any baggage when I go to Taipei at the end of the month. I don’t want to crash and burn anymore, which has been happening lately. Sometimes I believe we’re creatures inclined towards sadness.

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  • Untitled post 3190

    How things are lately, as I’m supposed to update my doctor — C talked to Jopy apparently, and he told me only when I asked him what he was planning to do about…things (his friendship is making me feel betrayed, and my doctor says it’s part of what my expectations are, and rightly so, if…

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  • Untitled post 3191

    When I know someone said, “it’s been a year, she should be over it,” I feel angry, hurt, and sad at the same time. Getting a doctor was the best thing that I’ve done since everything happened. I can say this more than any of them who don’t feel responsible for anything they’ve done. I’m…

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  • Anxiety

    Anxiety

    something so ironic happened yesterday that made me anxious and my hands were clammy and I was taking deep breaths and I was talking to Kasey then I was having dinner then walking to Ayala Triangle, getting lost and going around the streets because I was guessing the directions  and I realised that all that…

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  • Samsung Galaxy Note 10.1 wasn’t at all impressive

    Samsung Galaxy Note 10.1 wasn’t at all impressive

    The New Galaxy Note (the one with the S Pen) was available for testing at Eastwood Mall today and it was really NOT as impressive as the ads seem to make it. I assume that since it’s the demo device, it didn’t have that many files and it was already loading pretty slow for smooth…

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  • Reality show

    Reality show

    Thinking about my doctor’s reply to my email. She typed this on her blackberry and I am way impressed. It’s longer than the snippets I’m quoting here. Again, you were all living in a separate world from the rest of Ateneo. It was as if you were in a ‘reality show’ like Survivor where there’s…

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  • Designer who can code or programmer who can design?

    Designer who can code or programmer who can design?

    Some articles like “We don’t hire designers who can’t code” still make me realize how things have changed or wonder if there’s some kind of generation thing I can’t catch. I’ve always thought there were a lot of designers who can code. Have those people I grew up with just went on to pursue other…

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  • a list

    a list

    it hurts to think of the past. it’s making me question a lot of people who saw what happened and just let it happen. things are going to get harder for me before it becomes better.  

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