I’ve been looking for job options since I’ve left my full-time job at Save22, and I’ve met up with someone who offered me a job when I was a fresh graduate. We caught up with each other and what’s happened in the last 2 years.

One thing’s consistent: I want to work on design and front-end (maybe learn more Javascript skills), and pursue learning more back-end/development work — enough for me to build my own things in the future. I want to work in an environment where I could collaborate with a designer and developer/s at the same time.

I have to remind myself of this goal since there are so many options around me. I could pursue anything, but I shouldn’t lose sight of this long-term goal.

I feel like I want to work with them because they offer me this. But I’m also apprehensive when it comes to certain people, due to some things that happened a few months ago. No, I’m not comfortable with seeing any blockmate, I think. I fear them, I doubt them, and it’s really not cool.

Sigh, but then again, that’s a bridge I only have to cross when I get there.