Author: camille
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in LiveI’m also beginning to be scared of each social network I’m in, from Instagram to Facebook to twitter. I’m scared of seeing her now that she’s infiltrated my circles. I’m scared of them, too.
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in LiveSometimes I don’t know if I’m getting better. Most days I feel like giving up. Why did I make a world out of the wrong people? Sometimes I don’t know why anything is worth it. I’ve felt like I didn’t exist before. I don’t really want to feel that but…sometimes, I just know it’ll be
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words of advice
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in Live(1) it’s a struggle to focus on the reason why we choose to be virtuous if the ‘dishonest’ are the successful ones (2) it boils down to dignity and self-respect, right? it may not advance your career, but then again it’s not something she has and will never comprehend as valuable (3) she may have
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friday’s session
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in Livelast friday’s session went pretty well. as well as I could manage because I wasn’t crying all over the place. i think what i’m supposed to be getting from these are just a clearer understanding (somewhat) of what happened to me and how, i suppose, i could explain everyone else’s motives. much of it means
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Creatures of inclination
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in LiveNo more freelance work after this. Focus on feeling better. I don’t want any baggage when I go to Taipei at the end of the month. I don’t want to crash and burn anymore, which has been happening lately. Sometimes I believe we’re creatures inclined towards sadness.
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How things are lately
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in PonderI’m supposed to update my doctor — C talked to Jopy apparently, and he told me only when I asked him what he was planning to do about…things (his friendship is making me feel betrayed, and my doctor says it’s part of what my expectations are, and rightly so, if he is going to stay
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in PonderWhen I know someone said, “it’s been a year, she should be over it,” I feel angry, hurt, and sad at the same time. Getting a doctor was the best thing that I’ve done since everything happened. I can say this more than any of them who don’t feel responsible for anything they’ve done. I’m
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Anxiety
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in Livesomething so ironic happened yesterday that made me anxious and my hands were clammy and I was taking deep breaths and I was talking to Kasey then I was having dinner then walking to Ayala Triangle, getting lost and going around the streets because I was guessing the directions and I realised that all that
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Samsung Galaxy Note 10.1 wasn’t at all impressive
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in TinkerThe New Galaxy Note (the one with the S Pen) was available for testing at Eastwood Mall today and it was really NOT as impressive as the ads seem to make it. I assume that since it’s the demo device, it didn’t have that many files and it was already loading pretty slow for smooth