Category: Ponder

  • Being misunderstood hurts too

    Being misunderstood hurts too

    I’ve been watching this Korean drama, The Greatest Love/The Best Love. It’s about a celebrity, Ae Jung, who, ten years after her debut, has had a string of scandals and a lot of bad kind of talk that ruined her reputation. She does her best to stay in the industry and is actually a good…

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  • Untitled post 3011

    Camille, I had met you for few occassions only, but you had left a good impression to me. How much more ur old friends who have spent more time with u. You deserve kindness. This makes me feel really sad.

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  • Some things I can stop running away from already

    Some things I can stop running away from already

    Dear You, Thank you for being concerned and being nice and kind when I don’t deserve it. You have a reason to get angry at me. You don’t have a reason to be nice at all. I’ve been running away from everything, but it’s time to take responsibility again. Especially for things that involve other…

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  • The broken other

    The broken other

    I read posts at LJsecret because sometimes I read good advice there. That, and there are things that make me think because it’s somehow significant to me in my life right now. This reply is an example: I have that problem. I have some theories as to why, but my therapist had one, also. He…

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  • Filtering

    Filtering

    Some days I go through my writing journal and I think to myself, “I can’t write like this anymore.” There was, at a point, when I was very young, I wanted to experience everything I read from books, saw in movies, heard from adults. I wanted things to happen to me because I knew the…

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  • This is for You

    This is for You

    You are going away, and what will I do without you? The role you’ve played in my life in the past year has grown bigger, in a way that I didn’t expect it to. You’ve been the person who held my hand and said, “Come with me, I want you there.” You’ve been the only…

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  • Sort-of-resolution

    Sort-of-resolution

    To late things! “I hope you will have a wonderful year, that you’ll dream dangerously and outrageously, that you’ll make something that didn’t exist before you made it, that you will be loved and that you will be liked, and that you will have people to love and to like in return. And, most importantly…

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