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  • christmas eve thoughts in a list

    christmas eve thoughts in a list

    I’ve been keeping count of all the horrible December’s and birthdays I’ve had. Sometimes if I wonder if I should just wear a shirt that says, “IF YOU FEEL LIKE BEING MEAN TO ME THIS MONTH, PLEASE POSTPONE ALL UNTIL JANUARY, THANK YOU.” And then most days I just want to punch people for being…

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  • last night at Cantina

    last night at Cantina

    it’s old news that Cantina is closing. had a last drinking night with Dan there tonight, after promising to meet up for dinner over a week ago. ordered too much  food, which seems to be a common affliction now that we’re not college students and everything else seems affordable (Cantina was too expensive in the…

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  • one of the things I celebrate in December

    one of the things I celebrate in December

    every time it’s near my birthday, ever since that year, I celebrate the wrongness of inviting each and every one of you: your names forever engraved now, in my memory, together with everything you did that day and the days after.  I hate myself for being the source of this curse, and I hope each…

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    the forgotten mixes should stay forgotten, along with the names, faces, and memories from college. 

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  • Disney heroes

    Disney heroes

    Always, that knight in shining armour that would defend me like this — whenever I watch things like this, I always wish. That someone should have done that for me, and that nobody did…  I feel like I’m still looking. 

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  • A hobbit

    A hobbit

    I I had a great night watching The Hobbit with C and some friends. I hardly remember anything from LOTR since I have never re-watched it since the first time it was screened in cinemas, and never read the books either. I enjoyed The Hobbit more compared to my experience of fear while watching LOTR.…

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  • short hair is so addicting

    short hair is so addicting

    The first time I had my hair cut really short was on the 14th of September. Before that, the last time I had hair cropped like a boy’s was in grade school.  And then it grew a bit and I realized that having short hair meant I have to become more decided on whether I…

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  • today in a list

    today in a list

    got new lenses for a pair of eye glasses I bought on sale in Taipei. the lens themselves cost Php3k. I have such bad eyes.  I never tire of watching Justice League or Batman movies with C. Batman is my favorite in almost (if not all) of them.  I’ve been telling C how I’ve been…

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  • i try

    i try

    yesterday: proved that it really is C who can quell my anger and intense hatred. i had been feeling so much anger since the night before. the train ride from makati to ortigas seemed to pass within seconds while i was thinking of monsters disguised as people. got to his office and the moment i…

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