Category: Live
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in LiveI’m also beginning to be scared of each social network I’m in, from Instagram to Facebook to twitter. I’m scared of seeing her now that she’s infiltrated my circles. I’m scared of them, too.
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in LiveSometimes I don’t know if I’m getting better. Most days I feel like giving up. Why did I make a world out of the wrong people? Sometimes I don’t know why anything is worth it. I’ve felt like I didn’t exist before. I don’t really want to feel that but…sometimes, I just know it’ll be…
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words of advice
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in Live(1) it’s a struggle to focus on the reason why we choose to be virtuous if the ‘dishonest’ are the successful ones (2) it boils down to dignity and self-respect, right? it may not advance your career, but then again it’s not something she has and will never comprehend as valuable (3) she may have…
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friday’s session
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in Livelast friday’s session went pretty well. as well as I could manage because I wasn’t crying all over the place. i think what i’m supposed to be getting from these are just a clearer understanding (somewhat) of what happened to me and how, i suppose, i could explain everyone else’s motives. much of it means…
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Creatures of inclination
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in LiveNo more freelance work after this. Focus on feeling better. I don’t want any baggage when I go to Taipei at the end of the month. I don’t want to crash and burn anymore, which has been happening lately. Sometimes I believe we’re creatures inclined towards sadness.
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Anxiety
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in Livesomething so ironic happened yesterday that made me anxious and my hands were clammy and I was taking deep breaths and I was talking to Kasey then I was having dinner then walking to Ayala Triangle, getting lost and going around the streets because I was guessing the directions and I realised that all that…
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the doc visit
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in Livefirst session with the doctor: I feel so weird. Or, I don’t know. It’s just, I have to change my way of thinking a little (accept?) that what happened over a year ago was worse than I thought or perceived it as. It’s like, suddenly apparently you were violated and it feels surreal because you…
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“And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.”
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in LiveI watched The Perks of Being a Wallflower yesterday and…it was okay. Just okay. Maybe the problem was that we just watched Ruby Sparks a week ago and it was amazing and this one was just okay. We regretted spending P190 for the tickets though because it would have been fine as a movie watched at home. …