Summary of me for the past few days:

camping out at SBC: I ended up just falling asleep while sitting down and working. wild.
camping out at SBC: I ended up just falling asleep while sitting down and working. wild.
an evening spent in the orgroom while waiting for 7pm-orals
an evening spent in the orgroom while waiting for 7pm-orals

What a way to end a crazy day. I feel so disappointed in myself. I don’t think I did very well in my Philo and Theo orals, and definitely was B-class during my thesis proposal presentation. I may have tried to dress up and all but in the end I really sucked. Strangely enough, I still feel optimistic about my thesis because even if I’m so scatterbrained about it now, I know, I just know, I’m enjoying this and I can deliver. Maybe I’ll redo my presentation sometime for the sake of it. More for a selfish reason, to feel better about myself and to prove to myself that I have the ability to do better.

Dinner with Marv, James, and Dan at Slice n’ Dice after, which was probably something all four of us needed. Dan’s sporting long hair and some facial hair which really fit him:

Dan with longer hair, and all dressed up!
Dan with longer hair, and all dressed up! He should keep his hair that way! Not too long, but not too short either.

I actually think if he started wearing 3-piece clothes, he can go for a JGL look, hahaha.

So, thesis presentation and orals down. I survived, though barely, and with regrets. But there’s a week and months to go. I shan’t despair! Friends are doing something more significant with their lives, and I feel inspired by them. Plus, note to self: go see a doctor. You need meds for your allergies.

3 thoughts on “Rashes like mushrooms

  1. Good luck with your thesis!! We should go out on a lunch date and another one of those photoshoots soon. PLEASE!! I MISS YOU!

  2. The feeling of sucki-ness stays with us until the end of our earthly journey. But I think it’s only in college that we get reminded of how much capabilities we have in overcoming that. We just have to work extra hard to unleash them!

  3. But I thought your presentation was good!! Complete with feedback paper :D
    Good job love -huuuug-

    PS. I have rashes all over too, I think it may be because I’m spending so much time with old library books haha.

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