Year: 2012

  • New Year Pig-Out

    New Year Pig-Out

    My long weekend had basically been a period of pigging out. Saturday we celebrated Jaime’s birthday with some food and drinks at Ang Pulo. It was also my brother’s birthday, which he celebrated with the family on Sunday. That meant a whole day at Greenbelt of eating (Kenji Tei), movies, and then more food (Starbucks,…

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  • Dessert Blends at Raintree

    Dessert Blends at Raintree

    As Raintree is now me and C’s default go-to place on Saturdays, I just wanted to share about our love for their Dessert Blends! Before Raintree, I wouldn’t have considered buying anything that isn’t milk tea or tea. But their dessert blends have completely changed me. When we drop by Raintree, I don’t order milk…

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  • What loving life means

    What loving life means

    The past week I have struggled with some anger, hatred, frustrations at individuals, groups of people, circumstances, memories, whathaveyou. I haven’t been feeling affectionate or happy or understanding or patient. I just have moments when I’m just so dissatisfied no matter what I do and I forget that nothing will ever be perfect. I forgot…

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  • In which C buys me gifts I don’t deserve

    In which C buys me gifts I don’t deserve

    Some days I’m not the best person to love, and this week was one of those. Despite all the tiny fights and arguments we’ve had (mostly because I’ve been feeling, as I’ve mentioned, grumpy and discontent with other things in life), C got me some gifts today! Last month we went to MUJI at High Street…

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  • Salad and soup at Uncle Cheffy

    Salad and soup at Uncle Cheffy

    Just to break the semi-serious and semi-delirious posts on my personal life, I come with two of my favorite dishes from Uncle Cheffy. I’m lucky that they’re basically just a street away from where I work so when I’m not in saving mode, C and I can choose to have lunch there. Which is how…

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  • Broken hearts heal with distance

    Broken hearts heal with distance

    I begin this post with a poem: The Changed Woman Louise Bogan The light flower leaves its little core Begun upon the waiting bough. Again she bears what she once bore And what she knew she re-learns now. The cracked glass fuses at a touch, The wound heals over, and is set In the whole…

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  • Some of the things I wish to unlearn

    Some of the things I wish to unlearn

    I am not proud to have learned to hate people. Hate is an emotion I wish life, circumstances, and decisions never had to trigger.  I am not proud of feeling sick at the sight, name, and thought of certain people. I am not happy that a person can drive me to feel disgust because I…

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  • Letters I wrote but did not send

    Letters I wrote but did not send

    always articulated distance, a withdrawal. Darling, there are just as many ways of saying goodbye as there are ways of letting you go. The boat is narrow like the width of my heart after impossible loss, cruel resignation; — an excerpt from “Boats,” by Cyril Wong I. I sent you two letters a year ago.…

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  • A first day well spent (literally)

    A first day well spent (literally)

    It feels good to have spent the first day of January with my family — a visit to my grandmother — and then we went to Eastwood to have really early dinner at MyThai, sat two hours at Happy Lemon (with our tea, of course) just sharing stories, and then shopping for another two hours.…

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