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  • Never dressed for the weather

    Never dressed for the weather

    It’s a weird weather season again and unfortunately, I was wearing shorts and a sleeveless top when it rained. It was cold most of the day but at least I had my beige blazer/jacket. No sleep for a few days rendered me half-dead. The only thing that got me going yesterday was our Theo151 report,…

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  • Too much is as bad as too little

    Too much is as bad as too little

    I’ve been having too much rest these days. I think I have to start camping out again next week just to stop myself from falling asleep the moment I get home. I was talking to Anna Lou about it and although I find working at home as nice as she does, I just end up…

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  • It’s autumn in other countries

    It’s autumn in other countries

    while the weather is just weird here. Hot in the morning, heavy rain in the afternoon, then no rain again in the evening. It’s not yet cold enough for layering, black pants and thicker jackets, so I’m stuck with pieces that can be wearable even on the hot hours of the day with a jacket…

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  • Trying to hype myself up

    Trying to hype myself up

    If anything, I enjoy learning. With all unadulterated honesty, I really do. For example, I love reading articles and I like researching — I just don’t like writing about them. So when we were making our image gallery project for Flash class, I was really getting into it. Haha. I wanted to do a lot…

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  • Everything is a mistake after another

    Everything is a mistake after another

    I’m starting to feel depressed about this. Temporarily, but depressing nonetheless. Imagine putting a price on two weeks of stress and sacrificing academics with it and really, I try not to think about it, but when I do, I just feel so horrible I want to cry. I really haven’t been thinking much about it.…

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  • Oh, vanity

    Oh, vanity

    I can’t focus. I’m at Matteo, our university’s study hall, listening to Disney music and looking at fashion blogs. I came to school supposedly to be productive until 12pm, after which I’ll head to Cubao to buy stuff for tomorrow’s shoot. And maybe find a nice pair of shoes for myself along the way. ;D…

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  • Some good of sorts

    Some good of sorts

    If I try to start counting the good things to counter disappointment, today’s would have been: finding my Stephen Speaks cd and listening to it on the way to school. Yes, I used to listen to the album years ago and it was so nice singing along with my brother in the car. Tofu steak…

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  • Rashes like mushrooms

    Rashes like mushrooms

    Summary of me for the past few days: What a way to end a crazy day. I feel so disappointed in myself. I don’t think I did very well in my Philo and Theo orals, and definitely was B-class during my thesis proposal presentation. I may have tried to dress up and all but in…

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  • Hopes and dreams are shattering apart

    Hopes and dreams are shattering apart

    My brain is going to explode. I don’t think I can live this kind of life. Three weeks of days without much sleep, nights crashing into the sofa, working but never finishing (LIKE THERE IS NO END TO EVERYTHING), living life in one exhaustive cycle. But I can’t just give up and not try to…

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