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Design Hiatus
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in PonderFollowing a depressing night, I’ve decided to take a hiatus on designing. I honestly hate how I got here. I’m not over some heartbreaks, and that includes feeling useless and a lot of hate towards myself. My design portfolio used to be filled with posters and whatever I did in college, and it’s a phase
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Let’s start from the very beginning
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in PonderI question everything I did, everything I was, everyone I knew. The past is too heartbreaking and I have nothing to be proud of anymore. Maybe I’m waiting to be whisked away by a job, classes, or learning. A tornado, a hurricane, a storm can take me to Oz and I’m not even sure I
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in Livewhile procrastinating with a headache at work today, I was chatting with C, saying: i wanna live in a house with you and get a studio with you and work with you. hopefully the future goes swell and I honestly can’t wait for it. :)
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The blank stare
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in PonderTonight I dropped by C’s house with Gail to look for something. The first person I saw was Jopy. I no longer froze, nor felt my heart race in panic, and neither did I feel like a hunted rabbit. I just stared at him, then past him, before I realized I wasn’t at the brink
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Dinner at Kenji Tei, Greenbelt 5
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in EatBefore going to C’s brother’s birthday at Salon de Ning in The Peninsula Manila, C and I first had dinner at Kenji Tei in Greenbelt 5. We were walking to DataBlitz to buy the gift (Skyrim, if that’s important) and I saw the words “ramen” on the window display of the restaurant so I immediately blurted out,
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Time flies faster at work
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in LiveOne of the biggest differences of college life and “work life” (where I suppose I should start feeling a little more adult now that I’m earning money and have a regular (corporate) desk job, but the fact that I don’t really is a different story) is that time seems to fly faster. Some days it feels
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That one whirlwind romance
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in LiveI believe in the whirlwind romances, and not just because I’ve been in one. While a lot of people believe in approaching relationships with a lot of caution and with the safety-net of knowing a person for a much longer period of time, I don’t really believe in lessening risks (or having greater certainty) just
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A carnivorous 31st
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in EatHad a halloween dinner with a few friends at Cafe 1771 for the 31st, and I tried to go as River Tam, from Firefly. Too bad none of them have watched Firefly before, because only I got what made my clothes still sort-of River’s. Getting Zacky curious and interested in the series gives a point
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The first time for office halloweens
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in LiveThe last time I celebrated Halloween (and went trick-or-treat-ing) was in high school. That sounds…kinda sad. So I felt incredibly lucky that at my first job, I got into a company that had such a fun culture that everybody just took that extra effort to turn the whole office into a haunted house complete with
